I'm tossing a lot of my work that I really hate, so if it's one of my crappy drawings, it'll probably either end up completely deleted, or in my scraps. The only way I'm uploading a drawing from now on is if I'm 100% happy with it.

Also, I would like people to check out my four newest deviations, if anyone actually does read this or stalk my gallery. They weren't the hardest things I've ever done, but they were fun, and I'd like some feedback.

I don't think anyone reads it, but I'm just going to write about my art life, since I have no one to tell about it that would care.

Obviously, if anyone is reading this, they've taken a gander at my gallery. If they haven't, save yourself the trouble, I will tell you what is waiting in there. There is a plethora of mediocre drawings, and slightly decent photo-manipulations. Honestly, I like my manips, so if anyone has anything to say about them, they can fuck off because those I actually put work into. Specifically: my colorization ([link]), my dark art ([link]).

People tend to praise me for my mythological creature skeletons I made two-three years ago. I really can't stress this enough, I am grateful for it all, but seriously, they were the most bullshit pieces ever. I made them for a band I was in, and spent maybe 10 minutes on them each. It's a few skeletons photoshopped, adjusting hues, inverted, and gaussian blurred. That's it! Nothing special.

On top of that, I hate every one of my drawings except for my Spidey v Venom ([link]), and my Spawn portrait ([link]). The difference between those and my other drawings is that with those drawings I was looking at references. I can tear drawings like that a new asshole without problem, and it will come out awesome as one can see. But for some reason when I want to transfer my own images from my mind to the paper, my hand won't allow it. I have a vivid picture of it in my mind, so it should be the same as when I use a reference, except once I start drawing, the image is GONE.

I don't get it.

Time to go for a run.

Why won't it hook up to my computer allowing to be scanned?

No one reads this but I wanna put something. A deviation I am putting up later today will be based on these lyrics:

Have Heart - "The Machinist"

I've seen the free which you enslave
The walking which you keep chained
I've seen the growth which you keep caged and I've seen the minds that go un-raged
I've seen the body robbed of soul, just to fuel your control
I've seen the standing knocked to their knees, and I see the human beings you treat like machines

Machinist
I am not, I am not, I am not machine
Machinist
I am, I am, I am human being

A stagnant life's a victory for the lover of life that never breeds
Perpetuate, obliterate those addicted to living on their knees
The dealers deplete you, the dealers beat you like a drum without a tone
You're just skin and bones until you say no more
Unlike the silent machines who won't settle the score
Unlike the lifeless objects they want you to be

You want your object, well you fucking got it

I could be the knife in your back
The noose around your neck
I could be the bullet racing through your skull but I'd rather be the force of my spoken word

Let your voices form the weapons

No silence
No compliance
No compliance
In defiance of the rape of growth